you

cant believe just how long ive spent in the bath this evening just thinking things other, there is so much going on in my head i just dont know what to do. even a carlsburg didnt help. all i can do is think about you, you wont believe just how much you mean to me. yer i know you are confused about what to do, and where you stand, but its right here with me.ive never been able to open up to anyone like i can with you. and you can tell me anything. i hate the feeling when i send a text, and hear no reply, even if its just asking if you have had a good weekend. i hope now after what ive done you will understand what you mean, and how now all i can do is just wait for your reply, the knowledge that the ball is now in your court. hopefully i will see you tomorrow, but we never know what the next day will bring, all i can do is wait and hope! x